Impossibilities...

i wonder why things just goes to the different direction that i want them to be...
i gave my best for it...
but it turns out that way... so whats the point...?
it'll just be wasting my time...
but why am i always so annoyingly do the things i shouldn't be doing....?
and at last get myself hurt... without being able to tell anyone...
or rather to say... I'm afraid to tell you........
the one who I'd like to share everything with....