矛盾的心情。。

矛盾。。非常矛盾。。。超级矛盾！！！

那到底是喜欢？还是爱？还是爱慕？还是嫉妒？还是崇拜？

这些到底有什么不同？很大很大的不同。。。

可是有没有人可以告诉我，我到底是喜欢 “他” 还是 “他”？？？

为什么当我得知他约她吃晚餐时。。

我的心麻木了。。。？

我好想告诉她不要去扑约。。可是我又怕他伤心。。。

我也想劝她去扑约，可是我怕会变成 “历史” 重演。。也怕他们真的在一起。。。

我的心很痛。。。

有谁有解痛药。。。？

我好矛盾，好辛苦，好难受，好纳闷。。。。。

Yes, its me again

i'm the one who's wrong again

i'm the one who's insulting someone again, although i dont really know what did i say which is so insulting

i'm the one who's ruin everything again

i'm the one who's treat you cold again

i'm the one who's being rude again

why is it always i'm the one who's doing the wrong thing and whatever thing that he do the TOTALLY CORRECT???

why is it i'm always the one who have to bare the insult and have to forget about it and i have to suffer from ignorance and betrayal??