To be or not to be

To be or not to be, That's the question..

well, here i am again...

being bound to suffer because of myself..

saying this is because i cant blame you for getting myself to fall for you...

and i've fallen into this trap so fast i dont even know how to pull myself out...

but things hv to end one way or another..

i guess it depends on myself, whether to let this feeling go or not...

but as always i said,

if feelings could be thrown away so easily..

whats the point of falling for someone....?

it's not like throwing away some used item into the trash and have the truck to tow it away...

it's some organic trash that u need to bury and let it decompose itself...

shit... i dont even know what i wanna say anymore... haih...

Confucius? NO Another Confusion!!

oh my god..

how do i even get the guts to tell you or ask you when i cant get a freaking clue of what you're thinking about me???!!!

am i really just a customer who accidentally got the chance to follow u around n hv fun

or

am i something else??!!

I AM SO CONFUSE!!!!

but at last i guess i'm just a normal person to you right...?

nothing else more...

nothing that i'd wished for will come true right...?

I just can say that Ms.O, you're too perasan, you're acting like a stalker..

and nobody will likes the way you're acting now.

"what if, there's another one he's thinking of..

maybe he's in love..

i feel like a fool..

life can be so cruel..

i don't know what to do...."

-Celine Dion