Habit...ais...

It kinda light me a bulb looking at this verb....
J'habit+ais=J'habitais...
Habit is usually hard as ais(ice)...
You have to wait for it to melt... n some ice just does not melt fast...

i'm just trying to say that i cant seems to change the habit of telling everything to you...
but something kept me from doing that...
i know its better for me to NOT hv that thing to keep me from you...
but its like the ice... it doesnt wanna melt...

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Taylor Swift : Teardrops On My Guitar Lyrics

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
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我决定我的决定。。。

我想，你已经决定了。
就像我对他一样，做了我的决定。
那我也应该是时候，对你做个决定了。。。
。。。
我。。。
现在可以感受到。。。
你以前所有的感受。。。
我该怪校园搬了。。。？
还是怪我的梦。。。？
还是我的心。。。？

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

他妈的！！！
连朋友都没得做了吗？？？！！！！

我只要回以前的时光都不能吗？？？！！

讨厌你啦 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~！！！！！

I Dont Know

Breakeven
(The Script)

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no

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This is such a nice song...
especially the part "what am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you?"
This song made me think of a lot of ppl...
a lot of things...

But i realize now that i dont have time to think about things anymore...
i need to concentrate on my study...
desperately i need some changes in myself...
where i dont know where to start with...

So....
Wish me luck~!!
Muaxx!!

Dream...

Can anyone know how a dream can be so real...?
I know that won't happen in real life...
Still... Can't help it...
I can still feel the feeling....
I can still remember how it was....
I can still tell you what i did...

But... its only a Dream... Something that you cant Touch....